I'm feeling especially enlightened lately.
What could've been a whirlwind of commitment-juggling has instead felt like heaven. While the work has felt overwhelming at times, it's never soured my day. Rather, I have found human moments in between my hours and hours at the IDS and everything else in my life. My editorship takes the lead, but can't slow me down. I've maintained all my resolutions, figured out new things about myself and those I care about, and finally feel like I'm accomplishing something real.
The challenge of maintaining a full-time job and completing schoolwork and keeping up relationships is taking me to brand new parts of my headroom. It's amazing, really. All I feel is proud of myself.
Change has never felt so constructive.
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